• MangoKangaroo@beehaw.org
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    4 months ago

    I’m miserable. I’m seriously hoping that my happy pills will start putting in some work soon, because I haven’t been able to eat or sleep for two weeks now. I do have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow, so I’ll hopefully be able to get some answers to stuff that’s been bothering me.

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      4 months ago

      Wow, rough. So there was no particular health or social event that seemed to have started this, as far as you know?

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        4 months ago

        It’s been a combination of new and old body image issues that I’m having to reconcile. I’m getting through them, one day at a time.

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          4 months ago

          Let me know if I can help. I think I wrestle with some such matters myself. I struggle with thinking that I’m attractive; I cannot just destroy or ignore my own subconscious ideals, and my own face simply doesn’t fit a couple major ones… So maybe you’re making more progress than me and I should change that initial statement to, “Let me know [what you’re doing]!”

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            4 months ago

            Not sure I have much in the way of beneficial advice right now. I’m just doing my best to work toward being pretty while also trying not to compare myself to other people. 🥹